The morning they sent me to the garage, my mother didn’t even look up from her coffee. She stood at the granite countertop stirring heavy cream in slow circles, the silver spoon clicking against the porcelain, and she said it the way you’d say anything routine — pack your bags, Clara — like she was reminding me to take out the trash. I was standing in the kitchen archway in David’s old army shirt, my hands around the slight curve of my stomach.
Five months along. The weight of it still surprised me sometimes, that new gravity. I had been trying to figure out how to tell my family about the pregnancy in a way that wouldn’t become about them, which had turned out to be an unsolvable problem.
“What are you talking about?” I asked. My mother extended one manicured finger toward the staircase. “Your sister and Julian are moving in today.
They need your bedroom for his home office and gaming room. You’ll sleep in the garage.”
I stood there for a moment while my brain tried to locate the sentence in any framework that made sense. The garage.
It was November. There was no heat in the garage. I was five months pregnant and my husband had been dead for seven months and I was being asked to sleep on a concrete floor in a space that smelled of motor oil and rust.
My father looked up from the dining table, folded his newspaper with deliberate patience, and said, “You contribute nothing to this household’s overhead, Clara. Since David died you’ve done nothing but lock yourself in that room. We’re not running a charity ward.”
David.
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