My name is Daniel Mercer, and I was the son who stayed.
I say it that way because in my family there were two kinds of children, the ones who left and the ones who stayed, and everyone understood, without anyone ever saying it out loud, that the ones who left were the ones going somewhere and the one who stayed was the one who had settled for less. My older brother, Grant, left for the city the week after he graduated and became exactly what our father had always wanted, a man in good suits with a corner office and a business card that impressed strangers and a way of talking about money that made you feel he had figured out something you had missed. My younger sister, Chloe, left for the coast and married a man whose family owned things, and she sent photographs from places I had only ever seen in magazines, beaches the color of the inside of a shell, restaurants where the plates cost more than my monthly grocery bill. And I stayed. I stayed in the small town where we grew up, twelve minutes from the house our parents had lived in for forty years, and for the last eight of those years I stayed close enough to catch my mother when she started to fall.
There was a hierarchy to it, unspoken but absolute, and I sat at the bottom of it. At holidays, when the three of us were together, the conversation orbited Grant’s deals and Chloe’s travels, and when it came around to me the questions were smaller and softer, the way you ask a child about school, still at the hardware store, Danny, still in the old place, how’s Mom doing, and then the attention would drift back to the people whose lives were happening somewhere else. I had learned not to mind, or to tell myself I did not mind, which is a different thing that takes years to figure out.
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