The parking lot had not changed. It never did. My father turned his car into the cracked asphalt entrance slowly, the way he drove everything, steady and deliberate, and I watched the familiar row of sun-faded stucco buildings come into view through the windshield.
Late afternoon light hit the complex at a low angle, turning the yellowed walls a shade of amber that might have looked warm in a photograph but felt nothing like that in person. The uneven metal shade covers over the parking spaces threw crooked shadows across the ground. A few dead plants sat in terracotta pots near the stairs, their stems brittle and curled, their soil dried to a pale cracked crust.
Nobody had watered them in weeks, possibly months. I had offered once, early on, when I still thought gestures like that mattered. Patricia told me it was none of my concern.
Patricia’s white SUV sat in its usual spot near the building entrance. Derek’s truck was parked two spaces over. And there, tucked close against the curb in the space that had always been technically mine to use, sat a blue sedan I knew from every angle, in every light, in every season.
My car. Except that was not quite true, and I knew it, and knowing it made something cold and tight settle behind my sternum. I had made the payments on that car for twenty-two months.
Every second Friday, a portion of my paycheck disappeared before I could think clearly about anything else. Derek would talk about getting back on his feet, about the business idea that was always almost ready, about how once things leveled out we would sort the title properly. Patricia would nod along and remind me how generous it was of her to have handled all the paperwork in the beginning, how much trouble she had saved us both.
The gratitude was expected. The title stayed in her name. The car stayed in that spot, which was somehow always a little closer to the building entrance than where I usually ended up.
I stared at it through the windshield and felt the familiar twist low in my stomach. Dad turned off the engine. He looked at me for a moment without speaking, the way he had looked at me earlier that afternoon when I walked through his front door with Evan on my hip and a grocery bag cutting into my palm, putting too much weight on one foot without fully realizing it.
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