“Mark,” I said carefully, pulling Lily behind me as I stood, “who is Emily?”
He looked at our daughter for a long moment, then at me, and something terrible and tired moved behind his eyes.
She didn’t argue.
She rarely did anymore.
When her bedroom door clicked shut, Mark exhaled slowly.
“If you really want the truth,” he told me, “watch closely. My mistake was hiding it from you for this long. Come upstairs, and I’ll show you everything.”
My legs shook as I followed him upstairs.
In the bedroom, he opened his closet, reached right into the back, and pulled out a huge box. It was heavy enough that he had to brace his knees to lift it.
He set it on the floor between us and placed one hand over the top.
He bit his lip and frowned.
“Mark, I followed you up here for an explanation. Now, what is in that box?
And what does it have to do with Emily?”
His face finally cracked. “I’m sorry, but I can’t do it. Not like this.” He pointed at his phone, which was still in my hand.
“Call Emily. Before we open this, she needs to explain her side.”
The look in his eyes was strange — something between sorrow and fear, but without guilt. I didn’t know how to interpret it.
Part of me was certain he was stalling for time, but I was done with games.
If Mark wouldn’t explain what was going on, then Emily would have to do.
With trembling fingers, I tapped the screen to call Emily.
The phone rang twice before a woman picked up.
I put the phone on speaker. “This is Claire, Mark’s wife.
Care to explain why your contact is saved in his phone as “Emily Wife #2?”
She swore softly. “Claire, this is not what you think it is. I’m not sleeping with your husband.
I’m trying to help save your daughter’s life.”
An icy chill traveled down my spine. “What’s Lily got to do with this?”
“Emily,” Mark spoke up, “tell her everything, please.”
“You should be telling her yourself, Mark!” Emily snapped. “You should’ve told her ages ago.”
“Told me WHAT?” I cut in.
Emily sighed.
“Years ago, before Mark met you, he and I were married. We had a little girl called Hannah. She died, and our marriage died with her.
Mark moved on, but I couldn’t.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked.
“I went back to school and dedicated my life to working with families whose children were diagnosed with rare illnesses. After Lily was diagnosed—”
“Diagnosed?” I interrupted, staring at Mark. “What are you talking about?”
Mark finally opened the box.
Inside was a stack of folders. Right on top was a file with Lily’s name on it. Mark took it out and opened it.
“She has exactly what Hannah had,” he said, his voice trembling.
I reached out and took the file.
I flipped through pages of genetic tests, blood panels, and other tests and slowly reached a horrifying conclusion.
I stared at Mark. Tears were running down his face, silent and steady.
I sat down hard on the carpet.
“That’s why Mark called me,” Emily said. “There’s a clinical trial starting soon.
I know the lead specialist, and I pulled some strings to get Lily evaluated to be included in the trial.”
Mark leaned over and flipped pages in the file. Now I was staring at trial enrollment documents.
“That text,” I managed. “About being together soon.”
“The three of us were supposed to meet at the hospital on Monday.
Mark, me, and the trial coordinator.”
Mark sniffed. “I was going to tell you everything once Lily was officially in the program.”
“Oh? After months of secrecy, you were finally going to let me know that my little girl was dangerously sick?
That it could be deadly?”
Mark sank to the floor across from me. The big, calm man I had married looked like he was unraveling thread by thread.
“Don’t you dare frame this as protection.” I pointed at him. “You lied to me about our daughter’s health!”
“You don’t understand.” He let out a gutwrenching sob.
“This is all my fault.”
“What?” I snapped.
“I gave it to her,” he whispered. “New research has proven it’s genetic. It came from my side.
I watched Hannah die, Claire. I held her hand, and I felt her go, and I… I thought that if I handled the appointments and got Emily to help us, I could spare you the worst of it and save Lily.”
“You decided I couldn’t handle this,” I told him. “All those times you said I got too emotional with the doctors… What you really meant is that you thought I was too weak to handle this.
All of this. My God, you never even told me you were married before, or about Hannah.”
“You were trying to save yourself, Mark.”
He flinched like I had struck him.
“Emily,” I said into the phone, “thank you. Truly.
For everything you’ve done for my daughter. I mean that.”
“I’m glad I was in a position to help,” she replied quietly.
“Of course.”
The line went dead. The room felt enormous and silent.
Mark stared at the carpet between us, surrounded by years of secrets spread out like evidence at a trial.
I picked up the trial enrollment form.
“You hid Lily’s diagnosis from me,” I told him. “And now you’re going to look me in the eye while I decide what happens next.”
Mark looked up at me, his eyes filled with tears. “I couldn’t watch it happen again, Claire.
I couldn’t say the words out loud to you.”
“So you said them to Emily instead.”
“She already knew them. She lived them,” he replied.
