And then I saw myself. I was standing there, one hand resting on my pregnant belly, the other held tightly by Anna. Her hand.
Trusting. Hopeful. At our feet was a crib.
Inside it, a baby slept peacefully—her unborn little half-sister, imagined into existence with love. My knees gave out. I sat down on the floor and cried harder than I had in months.
She never told me she could paint like that. I never asked. I was so wrapped up in my own fear and discomfort that I missed what she was doing every day—trying, quietly, desperately, to belong.
She wasn’t bringing grief into my house. She was building a family in her heart, hoping I’d step into it. Everything changed after that.
I apologized. Not quickly. Not lightly.
I told her I was wrong. That I’d failed her. That I was scared and selfish and didn’t know how to make room for grief alongside joy.
She cried then—for the first time since she moved in. And she cried in my arms. Now, I hug her every chance I get.
We visit her mom’s grave together. She talks. She remembers.
She grieves—and she doesn’t do it alone anymore. My baby is due in a month. And I already know we’re going to be okay.
Not perfect. But real. A family: Anna, her little sister, my husband—and me.
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