I pulled into the driveway on a gray January afternoon, the kind of winter light that makes everything look colder than it already is. My duffel bag sat in the passenger seat—the same one I’d carried through rotations in Alaska and training in Arizona, the same one that had been shoved under bunks and rattled in helicopters for six years. I’d told myself the drive home to Tacoma would feel like crossing a finish line.
I’d finished my last active-duty assignment at the end of the year and signed my separation papers with a mix of relief and confusion, wondering who I would be once the dust of military life finally settled. Instead, I froze. My things were everywhere—scattered across the front lawn like debris after a storm.
Clothes, gear, paperwork, boxes I knew too well, even the tan container that held my folded flag. I sat behind the wheel for a full minute trying to make sense of it, trying to reconcile what I was seeing with what I’d expected. It looked like someone had taken my entire life and shaken it out like trash.
The cold air seeped in around the cracked window as I studied the scene. The neighborhood was quiet, but not in a comforting way—more like the hush before someone admits something shameful. I finally stepped out of the car, boots pressing into the damp grass, my breath leaving in slow clouds.
That’s when I spotted the green storage bin I’d kept tucked in the back of my closet, the one that held my old unit patches and the dog tags of friends who never made it home. The lid was cracked. A couple of tags had spilled onto the lawn.
Seeing them lying there in the open, exposed to the elements and curious neighbors, made something in my ribs tighten. I bent down and brushed my fingers over the metal, the chill biting into my skin. Before I could pick anything up, I looked toward the house.
Dad stood on the porch, hands resting on his hips like he was waiting for me to thank him. The strangest part was his expression—not guilty, not confused, but annoyed. Almost bored, like this was an inconvenience for him rather than a devastation for me.
My name is Selena Wright. I’m twenty-eight years old, and I just finished six years as a Pararescue specialist in the Air Force. I’ve pulled people out of wrecked helicopters, performed emergency medicine in combat zones, and jumped out of perfectly good aircraft more times than I can count.
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