When my son Alex turned thirty, I still saw flashes of the boy who used to run through our backyard with scraped knees and wild dreams. He had always been soft-hearted. Too soft, I used to worry.
The kind of man who would give away his last dollar and apologize for not having more. The day he was diagnosed, everything in our lives split into before and after. It was aggressive.
Advanced. The doctor spoke gently, but the words felt like stones dropping into a deep well: “limited options,” “late stage,” “months, not years.”
Alex squeezed my hand. His wife, Claire, stood frozen at the foot of the hospital bed.
That night, after the tests and the quiet crying and the hollow drive home, she disappeared. She didn’t even look at me when she picked up her suitcase. “Hire someone to dump his bedpan,” she said flatly.
“I’m out.”
The door closed behind her. I moved into their house the next morning. I learned how to change IV bags.
I learned how to lift him without hurting his bones. I learned the rhythm of morphine doses and the quiet panic of watching someone you love struggle to breathe. Some nights, when the pain was too much, Alex would whisper, “Mom, I’m sorry.”
“For what?” I would ask.
“For leaving you.”
I would smooth his hair the way I did when he was little. “You’re not leaving. I’m right here.”
But we both knew the truth.
He never once mentioned Claire again. Not in anger. Not in grief.
Just silence. And I let myself hate her. Hate was easier than heartbreak.
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