The Weight of Silence
Raghav threw eighty dollars on the kitchen table like he was feeding a stray dog, and my children watched their mother’s face like they were learning which expression meant survival.
“Stop buying meat, Vaidehi. Rice and dal are enough for people like us.”
My son looked at the money. My daughter looked at me. And my husband shouted about rent in Chicago, about how it was choking him while I sat comfortably at home all day.
Comfortably.
I worked nights cleaning offices inside an elementary school. I scrubbed toilets after other people’s children went home, emptied their trash cans, wiped their desks, mopped their hallways. By five in the morning, my back was burning and my hands smelled of disinfectant. Then I came home and cooked breakfast, packed lunch boxes, washed Raghav’s uniforms, took the kids to school. I slept three broken hours between shifts. And still he called me comfortable.
For one year, he kept saying money was tight. America was expensive. Winter was cruel. Gas prices were killing him. The delivery van needed repairs. Every payday, he gave me less for groceries. First I stopped buying fish. Then chicken. Then fruit. Then milk, except for the children. I walked six blocks in snow to use coupons at the Indian grocery on Devon Avenue. I stitched my son’s torn sneakers with black thread. I watered down shampoo. I ate leftover rice with pickle so Raghav’s lunchbox could still have fresh sabzi.
I believed we were drowning together. I did not know I was drowning alone while he built a swimming pool for another woman.
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