The Christmas tree was slightly crooked, the way it always was, and Lily had wrapped so much silver tinsel around every branch that the whole thing glittered like a disco ball having an identity crisis. She was in her bedroom pulling on the red velvet dress I’d hand-stitched because the store version had dragged on the floor, and I was standing in the kitchen looking at the lasagna cooling on the counter, fifteen minutes from sitting down to the kind of quiet Christmas Eve that two people can make feel full on purpose. Then my phone rang.
Riverside ER on the caller ID. My stomach dropped before I answered. “Fiona, it’s Tanya.
Greg collapsed at home. They’re bringing him in now. We’re down to two nurses tonight.
I need you.”
I stood there holding the phone with both hands, looking at the lasagna, listening to Lily’s footsteps down the hall. She appeared in the doorway in her red dress, beaming, holding the gift box she’d painted herself in golden green for her grandmother, the card written in her most careful fifth-grade cursive. There was no one else to call.
My parents were in Oregon. My coworker Grace was already on the floor. The only option was Judith’s annual Christmas dinner on Maple Ridge Lane, twenty relatives, a honey-glazed ham, and the kind of warmth that had always come with conditions attached.
I called Judith. She picked up on the first ring, her voice unusually bright. That should have been my warning.
I knelt in front of Lily and straightened her collar and told her Grandma Judith would take care of her tonight, that mommy had to go save someone at work. She hugged me at the door, her breath a small white cloud in the 28-degree air. “Come back before midnight, Mom.”
“I promise.”
I didn’t keep that promise.
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