A small smile slipped out before she caught it.
Then she went back to coloring.
She answered questions politely but didn’t offer much. She kept looking at the door, like she was timing how long we’d stay.
In the car afterward, I said, “I want her.”
Thomas nodded. “Me too.”
The paperwork took months.
The day it became official, Lily walked out with a backpack and a worn stuffed rabbit.
She held the rabbit by the ear like it might vanish if she gripped it wrong.
When we pulled into our driveway, she asked, “Is this really my house now?”
“Yes,” I told her.
“For how long?”
Thomas turned slightly in his seat. “For always. We’re your parents.”
She looked between us.
“Even if people stare at me?”
“People stare because they’re rude,” I said. “Not because you’re wrong. Your face doesn’t embarrass us.
Not ever.”
She nodded once, like she was filing it away for later, when she’d test whether we meant it.
The first week she asked permission for everything. Can I sit here? Can I drink water?
Can I use the bathroom? Can I turn on the light? It was like she was trying to be small enough to keep.
On day three I sat her down.
“This is your home,” I told her. “You don’t have to ask to exist.”
Her eyes filled. “What if I do something bad?” she whispered.
“Will you send me back?”
“No,” I said. “You might get in trouble. You might lose TV.
But you won’t be sent back. You’re ours.”
She nodded, but she watched us for weeks, waiting for the moment we’d change our minds.
School was rough. Kids noticed.
Kids said things.
One day she got in the car with red eyes and her backpack clenched like a shield. “A boy called me ‘monster face,'” she muttered. “Everyone laughed.”
I pulled over.
“Listen to me,” I said. “You are not a monster. Anyone who says that is wrong.
Not you. Them.”
She touched her cheek. “I wish it would go away.”
“I know,” I said.
“And I hate that it hurts. But I don’t wish you were different.”
She didn’t answer. She just held my hand the rest of the drive, small fingers tight around mine.
We never hid that she was adopted.
We used the word from the start, without whispering it like a secret.
“You grew in another woman’s belly,” I told her, “and in our hearts.”
When she was 13 she asked, “Do you know anything about my other mom?”
“We know she was very young,” I said. “She left no name or letter. That’s all we were told.”
“So she just left me?”
“We don’t know why,” I said.
“We only know where we found you.”
After a moment she asked, “Do you think she ever thinks about me?”
“I think she does,” I said. “I don’t think you forget a baby you carried.”
Lily nodded and moved on, but I saw her shoulders tense like she’d swallowed something sharp.
As she got older, she learned to answer people without shrinking. “It’s a birthmark,” she’d say.
“No, it doesn’t hurt. Yes, I’m fine. Are you?” The older she got, the steadier her voice became.
At 16 she announced she wanted to be a doctor.
Thomas raised his eyebrows.
“That’s a long road.”
“I know,” she said.
“Why?” I asked.
“Because I like science,” she said, “and I want kids who feel different to see someone like me and know they’re not broken.”
She studied hard and got into college, then medical school. It was a long and difficult road, but our girl never gave up despite setbacks.
By the tiome she graduated, we were slowing down. More pills on the counter.
More naps. More doctor appointments of our own. Lily called daily, visited weekly, and lectured me about salt like I was one of her patients.
We thought we knew her whole story.
Then the letter came.
Plain white envelope. No stamp. No return address.
Just “Margaret” written neatly on the front. Someone had put it in our mailbox by hand.
Inside were three pages.
“Dear Margaret,” it began. “My name is Emily.
I am Lily’s biological mother.”
Emily wrote she was 17 when she got pregnant. Her parents were strict, religious, and controlling. When Lily was born, they saw the birthmark and called it a punishment.
“They refused to let me bring her home,” she wrote.
“They said no one would ever want a baby who looked like that.”
She said they pressured her into signing adoption papers at the hospital. She was a minor with no money, no job, nowhere to go.
“So I signed,” she wrote. “But I did not stop loving her.”
Emily wrote that when Lily was three, she visited the children’s home once and watched her through a window.
She was too ashamed to go in. When she returned later, Lily had been adopted by an older couple. Staff told her we looked kind.
Emily said she went home and cried for days.
On the last page she wrote, “I am sick now. Cancer. I don’t know how much time I have.
I am not writing to take Lily back. I only want her to know she was wanted. If you think it is right, please tell her.”
I couldn’t move for a minute.
It felt like the kitchen had tilted.
Thomas read it, then said, “We tell her. It’s her story.”
We called Lily. She came straight over after work, still in scrubs, hair pulled back, face set like she expected bad news.
I slid the letter to her.
“Whatever you feel, whatever you decide, we’re with you,” I said.
She read in silence, jaw tight. She stayed calm until one tear hit the paper. When she finished, she sat very still.
“Yes,” I replied simply.
“And her parents did that.”
“Yes.”
“I spent so long thinking she dumped me because of my face,” Lily said.
“It wasn’t that simple.”
“No,” I said. “It rarely is.”
Then she looked up. “You and Thomas are my parents.
That doesn’t change.”
Relief hit so hard it made me dizzy. “We’re not losing you?”
She snorted. “I’m not trading you two for a stranger with cancer.
You’re stuck with me.”
Thomas put a hand to his chest. “So affectionate.”
Lily’s voice softened. “I think I want to meet her,” she said.
“Not because she earned it. Because I need to know.”
We wrote back. A week later, we met Emily at a small coffee shop.
She walked in thin and pale, a scarf over her head.
Her eyes were Lily’s.
Lily stood. “Emily?”
Emily nodded. “Lily.”
They sat across from each other, both shaking in different ways.
“You’re beautiful,” Emily said, voice cracking.
Lily touched her cheek.
“I look the same. This never changed.”
“I was wrong to let anyone tell me it made you less,” Emily said. “I was scared.
I let my parents decide. I’m sorry.”
“Why didn’t you come back?” Lily asked. “Why didn’t you fight them?”
Emily swallowed hard.
“Because I didn’t know how,” she said. “Because I was afraid and broke and alone. None of that excuses it.
I failed you.”
Lily stared at her hands. “I thought I’d be furious,” she said. “I am, a little.
Mostly I’m sad.”
“Me too,” Emily whispered.
They talked about Lily’s life, the children’s home, and Emily’s illness. Lily asked medical questions without turning it into a diagnosis.
When it was time to go, Emily turned to me. “Thank you,” she said.
“For loving her.”
“She saved us too,” I said. “We didn’t rescue her. We became a family.”
On the drive home, Lily was silent, staring out the window the way she used to after hard days at school.
Then she broke down.
“I thought meeting her would fix something,” she sobbed. “But it didn’t.”
I climbed into the backseat and held her.
“The truth doesn’t always fix things,” I said. “Sometimes it just ends the wondering.”
She pressed her face into my shoulder.
“You’re still my mom,” she said.
“And you’re still my girl,” I told her. “That part is solid.”
It’s been a while now. Sometimes Lily and Emily talk.
Sometimes months pass. It’s complicated, and it doesn’t fit into a clean story.
But one thing changed for good.
Lily doesn’t call herself “unwanted” anymore.
Now she knows she was wanted twice: by a scared teenager who couldn’t fight her parents, and by two people who heard about “the girl no one wants” and knew that was a lie.
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