I was standing barefoot in the kitchen of my beach villa when my phone lit up again. The same notification pulsed across the screen like a warning I could not outrun. Missed call.
Dad. The counter blinked at me from the top corner: 42. I remember thinking that was more calls than he had given me during the entire years of my life combined.
Outside the sliding doors, the gulf breeze pressed against the glass and the soft sound of waves rolled in steady and slow, the kind of sound that usually soothed me. That morning, it only made the silence inside the house feel sharper. I should tell you before we go any further that the moment those calls came—and I was holding a mug of coffee I had not even tasted—I was staring at my own reflection in the glass door trying to understand how everything with my family had collapsed so quickly.
And if you are listening right now, I am a little curious about you too. What are you doing while taking in this story? Walking, folding laundry, greetings in your favorite chair.
I ask because when all of this happened, I was standing in this kitchen just like now, waiting for a Christmas that was supposed to be different. The screen brightened again, and I turned the phone face down on the counter because I could not stand to see his name one more time. The world outside my window looked warm and golden, but inside my chest, something heavy was sinking.
I leaned on the counter and felt the cool stone under my palms. I kept replaying everything in my head—the text that started it all, the way the words landed, the way I stared at the message until my eyes burned. For some reason, it began with me wanting something simple.
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