What Raymond Knew
My father came to my house on a Tuesday afternoon with his hands clasped in front of him and his shoulders curved forward, and I recognized before he said a word that this posture had cost him something, because Raymond Mercer was not a man who asked for things.
I want to be clear about this from the beginning. My father spent thirty-three years in construction work, hauling lumber and pouring concrete and repairing roofs under the Colorado sun, and in all those years I had watched him manage every difficulty that came his way through the particular combination of hard work and quiet endurance that defined him. He had never once asked me for money. He had, in the years before I understood what things cost, given me things without telling me what the giving required. He sold his motorcycle the summer before I started college. I found out twelve years later from his sister, who mentioned it at a holiday gathering with the casualness of someone referencing a known fact. He sold his only good suit when I was nine so I could have new shoes for school, and I only knew this because I found the pawnshop receipt in a box of his papers when I was helping him move apartments in my late twenties.
He never told me about either thing.
He was not a man who kept score or sought credit. He was a man who simply did what he believed needed doing and then continued on.
So when he appeared at my kitchen door on that Tuesday with his hands trembling slightly and his eyes on the floor, I understood that whatever had brought him here had already cost him considerably before he said a single word.
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