“You have the wrong house,” I said, even though I knew he didn’t. “My son couldn’t have posted that.”
A hand landed on my shoulder.
I turned.
Cai stood halfway down the stairs.
Sixteen. Barefoot. Hoodie.
Pale.
“Mom,” he said quietly. “You should hear them out.”
The biker watched us, patient.
“I’m Gideon,” he said. “Most folks call me Gearbox.”
He tapped the patch on his vest.
Same club name as on the one in the photo.
“We rode with Ridge,” he said. “We were his people.”
The words hit like a punch and a hug at the same time.
Behind him, more riders waited. A woman with dark braids.
A giant guy with “Tank” stitched on his chest. A couple in vests over scrubs.
Across the street, a porch light flipped on. Blinds moved.
“You can’t just show up here,” I said, but my voice had lost its bite.
Gearbox nodded once.
“I get it,” he said.
“Can a couple of us come inside and explain? I’d rather not talk about your family in the yard.”
Cai’s fingers tightened on my sleeve.
“Please,” he whispered. “I just wanted answers.”
That was the part that hurt.
I stepped back.
“Two of you,” I said.
“Shoes off.”
Gearbox actually smiled a little.
He stepped in and kicked off his boots. The braided woman followed, slipping out of her Converse.
“I’m Delsey,” she said softly. “Thank you for opening the door.”
I shut the door.
The engines stayed off. The house suddenly felt small.
We moved to the living room. They stayed standing.
Gearbox looked toward the stairs.
“Cai?” he called.
“You’re not in trouble. We’re here because of your post.”
Cai came down, arms crossed tight.
“I didn’t mean for all this,” he blurted. “I didn’t think anyone would actually come.”
I stared at him.
“What did you do?” I asked.
He swallowed.
“I found the vest,” he said.
“In the attic. When you sent me up for the Christmas stuff.”
Of course.
“I took a picture,” he went on. “The patch said Second Shift Riders, so I looked it up.
There was a Facebook group. I posted the photo and asked if anyone knew who ‘Ridge’ was.” His voice dropped. “I wanted to know if you were telling the truth, or just… making him sound better because he’s dead.”
That one landed hard.
Delsey’s eyes softened.
“We’ve been trying to find you for a long time,” she told me.
“We didn’t know where you moved.”
“I changed everything after he died,” I said. “Number. House.
I didn’t want bikes anywhere near a baby.”
Gearbox nodded.
“We figured,” he said. “We’re not here to judge that. We lost him too.”
I crossed my arms so they wouldn’t see my hands shake.
“How did you get our address?” I asked.
“Your post blew up,” Gearbox said to Cai.
“Lena recognized your comforter from a picture Ridge showed us. Someone else recognized your street. Somebody clicked your profile, saw your name, your age.
We put it together.”
He shrugged.
“When your dead brother’s kid asks, ‘Did anyone know my dad?’ you move.”
Cai’s eyes filled with tears.
“So you actually knew him,” he said. “Not just the same three stories she tells.”
“I knew him,” Gearbox said. “I knew he’d give away his jacket in the snow.
I knew he’d sing off-key on the bike. I knew he’d stop for every stranded car until we were late to everything.”
My eyes burned.
“Why are you here right now?” I asked.
Gearbox glanced at the front door and lifted his chin.
Tank stepped in just long enough to set a small metal lockbox on our coffee table, then backed out again.
The box was dented, old, with a simple latch.
Gearbox rested his hand on it.
“This was Ridge’s,” he said. “He gave it to our president fifteen years ago.
Said, ‘If anything happens to me, you find my kid and give him this when he turns 16.'”
My chest hurt.
“Cai turned 16 last week,” I said.
“Yeah,” Gearbox said. “We saw.”
Cai sat on the edge of the couch, staring at the box.
He looked at me.
“Am I allowed?” he asked.
The fact that he felt he had to ask killed me.
“Yes,” I said. “It’s yours.”
He flipped the latch.
Inside were three envelopes, yellowed at the edges.
Same handwriting on each.
FOR WHEN YOU TURN 10
FOR WHEN YOU TURN 13
FOR WHEN YOU TURN 16
Cai’s fingers hovered over the last one.
“He really wrote these?” he whispered.
“Wouldn’t shut up till we promised,” Gearbox said.
Cai opened the sixteen envelope.
He unfolded the paper and read.
His eyes moved fast, then slowed.
His mouth trembled.
“What does it say?” I asked.
He sniffed.
“He started with a dumb joke,” Cai said. “‘If you’re reading this, you survived being fifteen, which is more than I can say for some people I knew.'”
Gearbox smiled sadly. “Yep.
That’s him.”
Cai wiped his cheeks and kept going.
“He said my laugh was his favorite sound,” he whispered. “He only heard it a few times but it stuck.”
My throat closed.
“He said he kept a picture of me in his wallet,” Cai added. “Showed it to strangers until they were annoyed.”
I could see that like a video in my head.
Then Cai’s eyes met mine.
“There’s a part about you,” he said.
My stomach dropped.
He scanned, then read, voice shaking:
“‘Your mom might hate bikes someday.
If she does, it’s not because she hates me. It’s because she loved me so much losing me made everything loud.'”
I pressed a hand over my mouth.
Because that was exactly what happened, and he’d called it years before.
“I’m sorry,” I said to Cai. “I thought if I shut it all away, it wouldn’t hurt you.”
He stared at me, tears spilling.
“It hurt anyway,” he said.
“I just didn’t know why.”
That went straight through me.
Gearbox spoke quietly.
“He didn’t want you growing up with a blank space where he was,” he said. “Not a legend. Not a ghost.
Just a guy who loved you.”
Cai folded the letter and held it to his chest.
“Was he actually good?” he asked. “Or are you saying that because he died on his bike?”
Delsey shook her head.
“He was loud,” she said. “Stubborn.
Messy.”
“Couldn’t cook,” Gearbox added. “Burned everything.”
“But he showed up,” Delsey said. “He rode last so no one got left behind.
He did the crappy jobs. He was human. And he was good.”
Cai let out a shaky laugh.
“That sounds like him,” I said without thinking.
We all went quiet.
Then Cai stood up and walked to Gearbox.
He hesitated a second, then hugged him.
Gearbox hugged him back like he’d been waiting years.
When they stepped apart, Gearbox reached into the lockbox again.
“One more thing,” he said.
He handed Cai a small cloth-wrapped bundle.
Inside was a simple black patch with white letters.
RIDE WITH HEART
“He wanted you to have that,” Gearbox said.
“Not to recruit you. Just as a reminder the best parts of him belong to you.”
Cai turned it over.
“I don’t even know if I like motorcycles,” he admitted.
“That’s fine,” Delsey said. “You’re allowed to love the man and hate the noise.”
Cai huffed out a tiny laugh.
“I’m not mad at you,” he said.
“I just wish I didn’t have to find him on Facebook.”
That sentence cracked me open.
I sank onto the rug and started sobbing.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “I thought I was protecting you. I should’ve told you everything.”
Cai dropped down and hugged me tight.
For a minute it was just us, crying on the floor, a lockbox between us while two bikers pretended not to stare.
Eventually, we got ourselves together.
Gearbox checked his watch.
“We should clear out before your neighbors lose it,” he said.
“Too late,” I muttered.
He gave a small smile.
I sniffed.
“That’s mostly him.”
At the door, he put his boots back on and looked at Cai.
“Happy birthday, kid,” he said. “Your old man would’ve made an embarrassing scene about sixteen.”
Cai lifted the letter.
“He kind of already did,” he said.
Gearbox chuckled and stepped out.
Engines rumbled back to life, low and controlled. The bikes rolled away in pairs, taillights disappearing at the end of the street.
The house went quiet.
Cai and I ended up at the kitchen table as the sky got lighter.
He read the letter again, slower this time.
He asked questions.
“Did you ever ride with him?”
“What did you two fight about?”
I answered.
Not with polished stories.
Just with the truth. Even when it made me look small.
Later, he opened the “13” letter, even though that age had passed.
He smiled through tears.
“He really thought I’d be into skateboards,” he said. “He was wrong.”
We laughed.
That night, when a single motorcycle passed on the main road, my shoulders still tensed.
But under the flinch, there was something else.
Not just grief.
Something like relief.
My son posted one photo and asked a group of strangers, “Did anyone know my dad?”
And a line of bikers showed up in the middle of the night to say, “Yeah.
We did. And he loved you more than you know.”
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