I walked into that restaurant believing my grandmother had left me something small.
One piece of jewelry, perhaps.
One handwritten letter.
Something quiet and personal, the way she had always been quiet and personal.
I didn’t expect forty-three members of my family to be staring at me as though I were already on trial.
The hostess smiled when I gave her my name.
“Your party is already here.”
She said it like that was normal.
Like party was the correct word for what waited inside the private dining room at the rear of the restaurant.
I remember the smells first.
Warm bread.
Candle wax.
Someone’s heavy perfume.
Then I pushed open the door and stopped.
The tables had been arranged inside one horseshoe.
Every chair was occupied.
My aunt from Phoenix, whom I hadn’t spoken toward throughout three years.
My mother’s brother, who rarely attended anything.
Cousins I recognized only from holiday photographs.
At the center of the room, seated side by side at the head table as though presiding over one official hearing, were my parents.
Mom’s hands were folded upon the white tablecloth.
Dad had one glass of water in front of him that he wasn’t drinking.
Neither smiled when I entered.
I should have turned around then.
I know that now.
But people don’t simply walk out of one room filled with their own family because something feels wrong.
They tell themselves they are being paranoid.
Too sensitive.
Difficult.
When those words have been used against you throughout your complete life, they begin sounding like facts.
I found the only empty chair near the middle of the horseshoe.
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