At exactly 12:03, my phone lit up on the desk beside my coffee, my daughter’s name on the screen. I smiled before I even answered, expecting nothing more complicated than a sleepy merry Christmas before she went to bed. Well, look who’s calling her old mom, I said, already half joking, already ready to hang up a minute later and go back to the quiet hum of the operation center around me.
Her voice came back shaking so badly I almost didn’t recognize it. Mom, she said, and then nothing, just the sound of her trying to breathe evenly and failing. I sat up straight in my chair so fast it rolled backward and hit the wall behind me. Hey, I said, using the tone you use when you need someone to come back to themselves. What’s wrong? Talk to me.
I don’t know everything, she managed. Start with what you do know, I told her, keeping my voice level, even though my pulse had already picked up considerably. We were opening presents early, she said, because his wife’s parents wanted to leave first thing in the morning. Dad’s phone rang around 11:30. He looked at the screen, and I’ve never seen his face go white like that.
Around me, the operations center kept humming exactly the way it had a moment earlier. Radios crackled somewhere down the row of desks. A wall of monitors continued quietly tracking weather patterns across the southeast like nothing in the world had shifted. Which was strange because something clearly had, at least for me, sitting there gripping a phone that had gone slick with sweat in my palm.
What did he do, I asked. He walked outside, she said. And when he came back in, he said it was work. I frowned at that, though she couldn’t see it. My ex husband hadn’t worked for any government agency in almost a decade. He’d left contracting years earlier, settled into a quieter civilian life that had nothing to do with anyone at the Pentagon. There wasn’t an obvious reason for anyone from that world to be calling him at 11:30 at night on Christmas Eve, and the ones I could think of weren’t good.
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