At 62, weeks after burying my controlling husband, I finally did the one thing he’d forbidden for 40 years: I learned to drive. But when I took his beloved truck out alone and tapped the GPS address he’d saved as “Home,” it led me to the last woman on earth I expected to see.
The house felt too big after Richard died.
Two months had passed.
But I still reached for his coffee mug every morning out of habit.
But the worst part of losing Richard wasn’t the grief.
It was the way his death exposed everything I could not do alone.
The worst part of losing Richard wasn’t the grief.
I could not buy groceries.
I could not visit his grave.
I could not even drive myself to the pharmacy for my blood pressure pills.
For forty years, that had been Richard’s job.
He always said my reflexes were too slow.
He said driving simply was not a woman’s business.
I could not visit his grave.
So my adult daughter became my chauffeur, patient but stretched thin.
“Mom, you can’t keep depending on me for every little errand,” she told me one afternoon as she pulled out of the pharmacy lot.
“I know, sweetheart. Your father always handled it.”
She sighed, drumming her fingers on the wheel.
So my adult daughter became my chauffeur.
“I don’t get it,” she sighed. “Grandma Eleanor has always been independent. Why would Dad not encourage you to be the same?”
Hearing my mother-in-law’s name made me tense.
“Eleanor has always been strange,” I replied.
My daughter frowned.
“I don’t get it,”
“That doesn’t sound like Grandma.”
“Maybe not to you, but Eleanor never liked me,” I said, staring out the window. “She thought I wasn’t good enough.”
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