For thirty-four years, I believed I knew everything there was to know about my husband.
Zane was my safest place in the world. That is the only way I know how to say it. We had come up together from almost nothing, two young people with more nerve than sense, and over the decades we had survived the things that either break a marriage or weld it into something that cannot be pulled apart. We had survived the lean years, the ones where we sat at the kitchen table and moved the same small pile of money from the mortgage column to the groceries column and back, deciding which bill could wait another two weeks. We had survived the loss of his parents, one after the other in the same hard winter, and the loss of my mother a few years after that. We had survived the ordinary erosions of a long marriage, the seasons where you look at the person across the breakfast table and have to work to remember why you chose them, and the seasons after that where you remember all at once and are grateful all over again.
We had built a life that looked, from the outside, like something to envy. He had started a company out of a rented room and grown it, slowly and stubbornly, into something that employed dozens of people and paid off our house and let us breathe in a way our parents never had. We had a comfortable retirement in view, the two of us already talking about the trips we would finally take, the coast of Portugal, the train through the Rockies, all the somedays we had put off through the years of building. I had spent three and a half decades assuming those somedays were coming, that we had earned them, that the hard part was behind us and the reward was ahead. That is the particular arrogance of a long and happy marriage. You begin to believe you have already paid whatever the universe was going to charge you.
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