By the time I saw my husband through his mother’s living room window at two in the morning, I had already rehearsed my apology six different ways.
I never got to use any of them.
Ben was sitting on the floor with his back against the couch, his face buried in his hands.
His mother, Tarryn, sat across from him holding a white envelope I recognized immediately.
Then Ben said, “If I leave now, Rachel still has time to have the life she wants.”
I stopped breathing.
I hadn’t driven across town to hear my husband plan a life without me.
I had driven there to bring him home.
Six hours earlier, I hadn’t even known our marriage was in that kind of trouble.
Ben and I had been married for eight years. We argued rarely, but Ben hated raised voices. If things got too heated, he packed a small bag and went to his mother’s house across town.
“We’re not fixing anything if we’re angry enough to hurt each other.”
I hated it at first, but over the years I got used to him leaving and coming home calmer the next morning, or at least I thought I had.
That evening, we were sitting in the kitchen with my phone open to the calendar.
I moved a coaster beside Ben’s mug.
“Stop doing that.”
I looked at him. “Doing what?”
“Moving things.”
“I’m not.”
“You’ve moved that coaster three times.”
I pulled my hand away.
For three weeks, Ben had avoided choosing a date for our fertility follow-up. We’d been trying for almost a year, and every test seemed to lead to more waiting.
I could handle bad news.
I couldn’t handle silence.
“The office called again,” I said.
Ben’s shoulders tightened.
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