Part 1: The Sunburn and the Soil
I laid my husband and my seven-year-old daughter into the damp earth on a relentlessly gray Tuesday. The sky hung low, matching the suffocating weight in my chest, while two thousand miles away, my parents were actively perfecting their tans beneath a vibrant sun in Aruba.
They had sent a single, sterile text message just an hour before the mahogany coffins were lowered into the ground.
“Sorry, honey,” the message read. “Flights are just astronomically expensive right now, and honestly, this is a bit too trivial to ruin your brother’s much-needed vacation, so we are there in spirit.”
I stood in the cemetery holding my phone. For three agonizing seconds, the oxygen completely vanished from my lungs, and I forgot how to inhale.
Johnny’s casket was heavy mahogany, buffed to such an immaculate, mirrored finish that when I stepped close, I could see the trembling, distorted shape of my own pale face reflected in the wood. Directly beside him was Gemma’s, which was stark white and so cruelly small that the mere sight of its dimensions was enough to fracture every single bone inside my body.
She was only seven years old, and she had harbored a fierce, unyielding devotion to blueberry pancakes and gaudy glitter shoes that left a trail everywhere she went. She loved begging Johnny to slow-dance with her in the kitchen while dinner burned on the stove, and now those memories were all I had left.
My parents, Judith and Ricky, should have been standing directly behind me in the wet grass. They should have been holding my elbows to keep my knees from buckling under the immense weight of my grief.
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