The rain came down without mercy on the rooftops of the town, drumming and hissing, and I pulled my coat tighter around me and quickened my pace toward the notary’s office with my head bent against it. My father was gone. That single fact kept arriving in me over and over, fresh each time, as though some part of me refused to file it away and be done with it. My father was gone, and I could not seem to hold the thought still long enough to make sense of it.
He had always been my rock, the one fixed and dependable thing in my whole life, the person I called when the car made a noise I did not understand, or when a job fell through, or when a man broke my heart, or when I simply needed to hear a voice on the other end of the line that was glad, unconditionally glad, to hear mine. For thirty years he had been that voice. He raised me alone, and he did it well, and I never once doubted, growing up, that I was the most important thing in his world, because he told me so, and showed me so, in a thousand small daily ways.
But over the last few years, that rock had crumbled, slowly at first and then all at once, under the weight of debts I could not even fully comprehend. They had appeared out of nowhere, or so it seemed to me, and then they had multiplied, letter after letter arriving in envelopes with red printing on them, and he would not explain them to me, and he could not seem to escape them, no matter what he did. He grew gray and quiet and secretive in his last years, a man carrying something heavy that he would not set down and would not let me help him carry. And now the house we had lived in together, the house I had grown up in, the only home I had ever known, was about to be taken by the bank, and I no longer had the strength or the money or the will to fight for it. I had watched my father sink slowly under all of it, and then I had watched him die, worn out and worried to the very end, and now here I was, walking through the cold rain to hear a stranger read me the last of what he had left behind, and I could not imagine it would be anything at all but one more reminder of everything the two of us had already lost.
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