I wanted one week where I wasn’t responsible for making sure everyone else was happy. When my husband made his own plans, I realized I was finally free to make some of my own.
The palm trees along the driveway swayed in a slow, humid breeze. I stood on the hotel balcony, watching Mark’s rental car shrink into a white dot at the end of the road. Below me, our kids were splashing in the pool, their laughter cutting through the thick Florida air.
Our kids were splashing in the pool.
A strange calm settled over my shoulders, the kind that shows up right before you finally admit something out loud.
Six years of marriage. Three kids. Eight months of planning.
That was the arithmetic in my head as I gripped the balcony railing, thinking I was done waiting.
A strange calm settled over my shoulders.
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I’d stayed up too many nights comparing flight prices I’d saved for, building spreadsheets, and hunting for a resort with a kids’ club and a beach shallow enough for Max, seven, Darlene, five, and Cynthia, three.
Mark, my husband, had only ever asked one question about any of it.
“How much is this costing us, Sarah?”
That was it. No excitement. No opinions on the itinerary. Just the price tag.
“How much is this costing us?”
I told myself that he was tired.
Mark worked hard, or as he liked to remind me, he “needed his weekends to recharge.”
My husband needed quiet after work. He also needed space when life got loud, and life with three kids was always loud.
And I was always the one making sure he got it, while no one ever seemed to wonder whether I got a break.
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