Row 12
Noah had been asleep for eleven minutes, which was long enough that I had stopped checking his face every thirty seconds and had begun, cautiously, to believe the flight might go well.
He was five weeks old. Five weeks and two days, if I was counting, which I was, the way you count everything in those early weeks because the numbers feel like evidence that you are surviving something. He slept in the carrier against my chest, his cheek pressed to my collarbone, his breath warm and steady through my shirt. I had timed the feeding so he would go down just before boarding. I had packed the bag with the precision of someone planning a small military operation. I had done everything I knew how to do.
Lily walked beside me down the jetway holding her own backpack, the purple one with the constellation patches she had been collecting since second grade. She was ten, tall for her age, with the particular self-possession of a child who has spent a lot of time around adults navigating difficult things and has quietly absorbed their methods. She carried her own boarding pass and she did not need to be told to stay close.
“Row twelve,” she said, reading the sign as we entered the cabin.
“Row twelve,” I confirmed.
I had purchased the seats three weeks earlier, extra legroom, adjacent, because traveling alone with a newborn and a ten-year-old is the kind of thing you want every possible advantage for. The extra legroom meant space for the diaper bag without blocking the aisle. The adjacent seats meant Lily could help me if Noah needed something during the flight and I needed both hands. I had thought it through. I had planned it carefully.
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