My father grinned from across the courtroom and said, “You don’t even have the money to hire a lawyer,” loud enough for strangers to laugh.
A few of them did. Not loudly. Not the kind of laugh you would remember as cruel later, if anyone ever asked you about it. Just enough to travel. Just enough to land.
I stood at the respondent’s table with both hands resting flat on the wood, my fingers still in a way that had nothing to do with peace and everything to do with training. I did not turn around. I did not give him the satisfaction of watching me absorb it.
Across the aisle, my father leaned back in his chair like he owned the room, one arm draped over the back of it, ankle crossed over his knee, wearing the same loose, superior posture he had used on me my whole life whenever he wanted the people nearby to understand that he was the one who knew how the world actually worked.
“She thinks she can walk in here alone,” he said, shaking his head at his attorney like the two of them were sharing a private joke about the weather. “No counsel, no case. Just a uniform and an attitude.”
A murmur moved through the gallery behind me. Curious. Quiet. Almost embarrassed on my behalf, which was somehow worse than if they had laughed with him.
Then the judge spoke.
“Mr. Carter,” he said, even and unhurried, the kind of voice that has said the same three words to the same kind of man a thousand times before, “that will be enough.”
My father smirked, but he settled back into his chair.
The judge turned to me. “Ms. Carter.” He paused just long enough for the room to notice the pause. “You understand you have the right to representation.”
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