The house was unnaturally quiet at 2:47 in the morning.
I had fallen asleep on the couch again, which had been happening more often lately in ways I hadn’t examined too closely. Ethan was in Las Vegas for a work conference, the third one in six months, and without him the house settled into a particular kind of stillness that I told myself, somewhat dutifully, I would miss once he got back. I was already composing the small domestic pleasures of reunion in my half dreaming mind, coffee made for two, the sound of his key turning in the lock, the ordinary architecture of a life that had always seemed, at least from the inside, entirely solid.
I was thirty four. I had been married for six years to a man I’d met at a networking event when I was twenty seven and he was the kind of person who knew everyone in the room and seemed to find that entirely natural. I worked in project management for a regional construction firm, a job that required a specific temperament, methodical, unflappable, comfortable living in the gap between what a plan says will happen and what actually ends up happening. I was good at it. I was good at most things that required tracking several variables at once and adjusting calmly whenever one of them shifted underneath me.
The marriage had been another project of sorts. Not in some cold, clinical way, or at least that had never been my intention. I meant it in the way that any long term commitment requires ongoing maintenance. You check in regularly. You repair whatever frays. You update the plan quietly when conditions change around you. I had been the one doing most of that particular maintenance for years. I understood this on some level without ever examining it too directly, the way you understand a hinge somewhere in your house has gone slightly loose without ever quite marking it down as a problem requiring today’s attention.
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