The key was cold in a way that metal should not be on a warm Georgia afternoon in April. Dorothy pressed it into my palm and held my hand closed around it for just a moment, the way you transfer something you have been carrying for a long time to someone you believe should have been carrying it all along. Then she leaned close to my ear, and the smell of old perfume reached me before her voice did, violets and something dry underneath, like old letters kept in a drawer.
It is time you knew who your mother really was, she said.
Then she turned and walked back toward the house without looking at me again.
I stood there in the wet grass of the cemetery with a cold key in my fist and watched her go, and what I felt was not what I expected. I had been certain, for three years, that Dorothy Quinn represented a kind of theft. That my father, Edward Nelson, seventy-three years old and lonely in the enormous specific way of a man who has been faithfully widowed for fifteen years, had been identified and pursued by a woman who understood what his house and his pension were worth and had positioned herself accordingly. I had been certain that when he died, the calculation would become visible.
Instead she had given me a key and told me my mother was a mystery.
We had just buried him in Savannah, in the cemetery two blocks from the church where he and our mother Constance had married forty-one years earlier. The rain had stopped before the graveside service but the air still carried it, that particular smell of wet Georgia earth in spring. My siblings were there, Frank and Claire. Between the three of us we managed the logistics of death the way our family managed most things: efficiently and with very little tenderness toward each other.
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