I bought my parents a $425,000 house and drove four hours north with a chocolate cake on the passenger seat, feeling something I hadn’t felt in thirty-seven years of fixing things. Peace. The drive up the Maine coast was clean and cold and quiet.
I had the windows down despite November because the air smelled like salt and the future. I had spent six months finding this house, three days preparing it, and one Tuesday morning signing papers while everyone thought I was at a medical conference in Boston. I had stocked the pantry with pasta and flour and the expensive coffee my father loved.
I had paid the property taxes five years in advance. I had paid the utilities a full year ahead. I had bought a kettle, a recliner, thick bathrobes, and a small wooden recipe box that I left in the silverware drawer with a note in my own handwriting.
I had tried to give them one place on earth that couldn’t collapse. I pulled into the driveway and the smell hit me before I even got out of the car. Stale beer.
Fast food grease. Something wet and animal underneath. The front door was wide open, banging softly against its frame in the sea breeze.
I walked inside still holding the cake. My mother was at the kitchen sink, her back to me, her knuckles white around a dish towel, her shoulders moving the way they moved when she was crying and trying not to be heard. My father sat in a hard kitchen chair dragged into the living room.
He looked like he had shrunk. His hands were shaking on his knees. Two children were jumping on the new oatmeal-colored sofa, wiping chip-orange hands on the cushions.
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