The text arrived at 11:02 on a Tuesday night, while I was still at the kitchen table with tape on my fingers and a legal pad covered in handwriting that only a mother produces when she is trying to hold an entire family trip together through sheer organizational love. I had been labeling zippered bags of travel-size sunscreen, one for each grandchild in careful blue ink, and tucking seashell keychains into little souvenir pouches I had assembled over the previous three evenings. There were neat stacks of granola bars beside the sink, motion-sickness bands in a bowl for my granddaughter Olivia who got carsick on long drives, a printed copy of the villa’s check-in procedures with the relevant phone numbers circled.
My small duffel bag was packed and propped against the wall by the door, containing two sundresses I had not worn in years, flat sandals, a straw hat whose ribbon I had steamed back into shape, and a lavender candle I planned to light on the first night by the water. Wrapped beside the candle, in bubble wrap, was the photograph of my husband James, laughing with his head thrown back, the Hawaiian sun in his hair, taken on the honeymoon we had taken forty years ago when we were twenty-four and broke and more in love than we knew how to articulate. I had planned to place the photograph at the center of the dinner table on our first evening at the villa.
I had imagined us gathering around it after the children were finally settled, the adults growing quiet as the sun slipped into the Pacific, someone saying his name, the rest of us filling in the silence around it with the specific memories that belong to the people who loved a person most. My phone buzzed. You won’t be joining us.
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